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Does postnatal depression affect your future fertility?



Baby Blues

A new study has shown that postnatal depression may affect a woman’s future fertility, highlighting the need for more awareness and support for new mothers.

The birth of a child ought to be a time of great happiness for a new mother, especially if the path to motherhood has been a particularly long and difficult one.

For many women the experience is just that, with fatigue or frustration in the early days – sometimes referred to as ‘the baby blues’ – almost wholly offset by the irreplaceable bond that develops between mother and child.

But for one in 10 new mothers, childbirth is followed abruptly by postnatal, or postpartum depression (PND). This debilitating and frustrating mental illness can cause new mums serious difficulties, but beyond that, can also have a negative impact on future fertility.

“I’d read about the baby blues, but about six weeks after he was born I knew something wasn’t right,” says 34-year old Vicki, a personal trainer and mother to William, who is now four. “I was crying about 15 times a day and even the smallest tasks were overwhelming; I couldn’t be bothered to brush my teeth or shower, which is really unlike me. I just didn’t feel like me.”

After a very tearful visit to the doctor, Vicki was diagnosed with PND and prescribed the antidepressant medication The birth of a child ought to be a time of great happiness for a new mother, especially if the path to motherhood has been a particularly long and difficult one. For many women the experience is just that, with fatigue or frustration in the early days – sometimes referred to as ‘the baby blues’ – almost wholly offset by the irreplaceable bond that develops between mother and child.

But for one in 10 new mothers, childbirth is followed abruptly by postnatal, or postpartum depression (PND). This debilitating and frustrating mental illness can cause new mums serious difficulties, but beyond that, can also have a negative impact on future fertility.

“I’d read about the baby blues, but about six weeks after he was born I knew something wasn’t right,” says 34-year old Vicki, a personal trainer and mother to William, who is now four. “I was crying about 15 times a day and even the smallest tasks were overwhelming; I couldn’t be bothered to brush my teeth or shower, which is really unlike me. I just didn’t feel like me.”

After a very tearful visit to the doctor, Vicki was diagnosed with PND and prescribed the antidepressant medication ageing, where the median age of a country becomes older over time. This demographic change is mostly caused by women having fewer children, and can have significant social and economic consequences. Given that PND has a prevalence rate of around 13% in industrialised countries, with emotional distress occurring in up to 63% of mothers with infants, this research suggests that investing in screening and preventive measures to ensure good maternal mental health now may reduce costs and problems associated with an ageing population at a later stage.

For Vicki, her experience with PND has meant that though she longed for a second child, she found herself physically unable to begin the process, saying: “I was terrified it might happen again, hence why I’ve waited almost five years to get to the point where I could summon the belief that this was something I could do again.”

Whilst it has long been known that infertility can affect mental health, leading to feelings of anger, isolation and even full psychotic episodes, the idea that postnatal depression can affect fertility is less explored – let alone postnatal depression in men. It is not known exactly why PND would affect secondary or tertiary fertility but stress is commonly believed to make getting pregnant harder, in some cases even halting a woman’s ovulation entirely. The implication then that PND may be as traumatic as major birth complications would suggest that it is connected to anxiety.

It is thought that up to 15% of new mothers may experience some degree of PND, but health experts fear that it may actually be double that figure, given that many women suffer in silence.

The National Institute for Health and Clinical Excellence (NICE) states that new mothers should receive checks from a GP or a health visitor in the immediate weeks after the birth in an effort to assess the new mother’s emotional state and perspective on the challenges that lie ahead.

However, the stigma attached to PND prevents some women from speaking up about how they are feeling, with health experts renewing calls for more in-depth and detailed guidelines relating to maternal mental health so that practitioners may recognise the early symptoms.

This was the case for Danielle. At the age of 33, and having struggled to conceive, suffering multiple miscarriages along the way, she was swept under by a wave of postnatal depression shortly after the birth of daughter Flick. “I’d lost my mother to cancer in the weeks before Flick’s birth, and I think that made me particularly vulnerable,” she says.

“After being told by a midwife that my symptoms of depression would ease up after a few weeks, I was too afraid to mention the increasing sense of hopelessness that was enveloping me. I actually feared my daughter would be taken away. This may sound irrational, but as I have gone on to discover, it is actually a common misconception for mothers in the midst of depression.”

Lynne Murray, Professor of Psychology at the University of Reading, has this to say about the challenges new mothers face:

“Part of feeling depressed is that you feel guilty and you feel you’re a bad mother.

When you’ve had a baby, you probably have people coming up to you and saying, ‘Oh, it’s wonderful’, and expecting you to be on top of the world and functioning well.

“If you’re not feeling great, because depression is associated with feeling guilty anyway and low self-esteem, then that, coupled with people’s expectations that you should be functioning well, can make you feel even worse.”

The good news is there are plenty of treatments available now for both pre and postnatal depression, from the more traditional combination of medication and talking therapy to alternative options like meditation and reflexology, which can complement prescribed treatments.

Acupuncture has shown to be effective in easing the symptoms of depression during pregnancy and could help prevent the development into full PND. However, the absolute most important thing is that any woman gripped by PND gets the support and reassurance she needs.

For Danielle, who now has two daughters aged 13 and 11, it was Cognitive Behavioural

Therapy that she found most helpful in curing her depression: “I remember being quite cynical about CBT, but after a few sessions I started to feel confident again and that allowed me to open up to my friends and family, who I’d previously felt alienated from.”

It’s generally accepted that the roots of these problems take hold because most women don’t realise there is something wrong and subsequently mistake what is a serious illness for their own weakness.

Feeling disconnected from loved ones is a common symptom of most types of depression, and combined with such a life changing event it’s no wonder reaching out for help feels so hard.

“I have always been such a healthy and active person and that’s why I was so surprised when I felt so dreadful,” explains Vicki. “I felt like such a failure as a mother but also too proud to admit that I needed help. It was a friend of mine, also a mother, who noticed that I was behaving strangely and suggested I talk to a doctor.”

Vicki describes feeling a great sense of relief post-diagnosis, something not uncommon with depression sufferers, and it wasn’t long before she began getting back to her old routine. Simple things, from going for a long walk or meeting a friend for coffee, count as small actions that add up to a full recovery.

The big question is, how does this affect a woman’s approach to conceiving her second child?

“Whilst I was keen to start trying for my second child, I had the double anxiety that I would struggle to conceive and miscarry again, and then if successful, I would suffer from PND,” admits Danielle.

“In the end I was on holiday with my family in Australia and fell pregnant completely out of the blue. Thankfully everything was much easier second time around.”

Vicki is in the process of trying for her second child and says that for her, the biggest lesson has been learning to relinquish control. “I’m just trying to relax more from the get-go. I’ve started practising yoga and meditation… of course there’s no way of knowing exactly what triggers postpartum depression but having been through it before I’d like to think that this time I’d be able to recognise the symptoms quicker and get help.”

Postnatal depression is not a burden that new mothers ought to carry alone, and the more open we are about the subject, the easier it will be to support those who are suffering. From more training for health visitors to simply breaking down the taboo and protecting your future fertility, talking really is the best therapy.

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Here Are Some Tips To Break The Invisible Wall



The Invisible Wall

“Most relationships fail because we spend too much time pointing out each other’s mistakes and not enough time enjoy each other’s company.” – Unknown

Struggles through infertility can tend to take over your life. The constant stress of the treatments and the repeated disappointments can definitely strain the relationship between partners. Women may feel more irritable & emotional and her partner may feel helpless and worried. This makes for a difficult combination for any conversation to occur! Slowly there is an invisible wall starting to appear between the couple, emotions take over and make it even more difficult to talk.

With infertility, making a baby isn’t sexy. It isn’t fun. It’s stressful. It’s hard. It’s hormonal. It’s just miserable. The process truly is a make or break on relationships. Women can especially feel volatile just like a volcano about to blast at anytime with no warning. One minute you are positive, the next negative, becoming miserable, seemingly out of the blue. It can become exhausting for the partner quickly. The invisible wall gets thicker and taller… Sound and feel familiar?

Infertility can be an awful journey if the partners are not truly supporting and caring for each other. I have heard so many stories where partners are separating temporarily or permanently due to the stress and struggles with infertility. It doesn’t have to be that way!

Here are some tips to break the invisible wall…

1. To the woman who is in the thick of infertility, pay some attention to your partner. Ask them how they are doing. One of my clients asked her husband that very question on Father’s Day, and he broke down. Men also feel it, they just feel it differently.

2. To the woman struggling through this process, allow your man to be vulnerable. As a man, vulnerability with your partner doesn’t make you weak, it makes you even stronger. I have seen many relationships become very successful amidst the pain and struggles, when there is vulnerability between the couple. It strengthens your bond and makes you closer.

3. To both partners, when emotions are running high, remove yourself from the situation, take some time to collect yourself. Don’t talk or act when emotions are running high. The invisible wall gets higher when emotions are high.

4. Remind yourself and your partner frequently that “Together, we will make it thru this too”. Saying it out loud makes a world of difference and gives a great comfort to the other partner.

5. Get professional help, specifically someone who truly been there and understands the infertility struggle. They can help with tools and techniques to slowly eliminate relationship struggles, help identify the relationship goals and help you move forward positively in your life with or without successful fertility treatments.

Don’t let the invisible wall keep growing stronger and taller. Find ways to break the wall down slowly. Infertility shouldn’t be the reason for a relationship to break! Take small steps forward.

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20 Things You Should Never Say To Someone Struggling With Infertility!




“You may never know what someone is going through, but if you notice any signs of pain—hostility, negativity, or over-sensitivity—then odds are, you know how they feel. Respond to the pain instead of judging the signs.” Lori Deschene

I have unexplained infertility and my fertility journey was very long and painful with almost 8 years of failed treatments. I had 3 miscarriages, 3 IUI failures and 8 back to back IVF failures. It was an emotional roller coaster. I struggled in silence for the major part of my journey. I avoided talking to people with the fear that they will ask me about having kids. I avoided going to India (where all my family is) for 4 years in a row giving all sorts of bullshit (pardon my language here) reasons on why I can’t go. I wore a mask at work and never talked about anything personal. Talking to friends and family members was a nightmare especially who recently became pregnant or had a child!

I always avoid telling others about my infertility journey to avoid the comments that can really sting, let my blood pressure rise and bite my tongue, to put it mildly. There are sometimes where I wanted to react in a more animated fashion to those somewhat insensitive and ignorant comments.

This doesn’t just happen to me. It happens to many of us who are struggling with pregnancy loss, primary or secondary infertility. I recently put a question (What is that one thing that people say annoys you most about infertility?) to an online FB support group and its members had overwhelming response talking about their personal experience with these insensitive comments.

This list is based on my personal experiences and the collective experiences from many amazing souls going through fertility challenges including my wonderful fertility clients.

I am writing this to create awareness to those people who haven’t experienced infertility, who typically say things like this (many times with good intentions) to others going through infertility.

Here are 20 things NOT to ask/say people going through infertility:

  1. When are you going to have a baby? You are running out of time.
  2. Just relax, it will happen
  3. Drink a glass of Wine, it will happen
  4. Go on vacation, it will happen
  5. Stop trying, it will happen
  6. Lose weight
  7. You are young, you have plenty of time
  8. Do this, try this, it worked for, it will happen (Varies all the way from eating McDonald’s fries to using essential oils)
  9. For people with secondary infertility or have experienced losses before- You at least know you can get pregnant
  10. I know a bunch of ladies who’ve had babies in their 40’s! Don’t worry, it will happen
  11. To people with secondary infertility- At least you’ve got one, you’re so lucky, you might just have to be happy with one
  12. You are lucky you don’t have kids yet! (or) It’s so hard having so many kids
  13. You can have one of mine
  14. My husband looks at me and I get pregnant (or) I sneeze near my husband and I get pregnant
  15. Comments by a younger couple – We tried for a really long time( 2-3 months) to get pregnant, I understand your frustration
  16. Don’t worry, the technology is so good these days!
  17. Have you thought about adopting? it will kick-start your hormones and you’ll get pregnant. It happened to my (insert random relative)
  18. If God thought you were ready, you’d be pregnant.
  19. Maybe it’s just not meant to be (or) whatever is going to happen will happen.
  20. It’s not just the words, it’s the body language too- When people ask if I have children and I say, I do not, their reply almost always is, you never wanted kids?! With a surprised look on their face.

Even today at my nail salon, my manicurist asked me, how many kids, I said one(adopted). How old, 5 years. The next question immediately, you don’t want to have more???? You should have more..

This article is not intended to judge or blame those folks who say these comments. Many of you say these things out of good heart and well intentions. You all want to support and care for your loved one dearly.

Just keep in mind, these words can and will create a deeper wound to people going through fertility struggles. Because many of us are desperately seeking and doing whatever it takes to get and stay pregnant and yet it’s just not happening.

Unless you have experienced infertility, it’s hard to understand and relate to the pains and struggles all around. Infertility affects ones overall being- physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

Here is one suggestion I will offer to people who are supporting a friend or a loved one.

Tell them, I may not truly understand what you are going through, but remember, I am here for you. And give them a big hug. Sometimes that’s all we need to feel better even a teeny tiny bit!

“Sometimes, what a person needs is not a brilliant mind that speaks, but a patient heart that listens.” Anonymous

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Fertility Treatment Survival Skills



Fertility Treatment Survival Skills

Practical and Emotional Top Tips from Iris Fertility Sherpa Natasha Canfer, Clients and Colleagues.

As the founder of Iris Fertility – an organisation offering bespoke practical and emotional support and companionship to individuals before, during and after fertility treatment – I am regularly asked what people can do to help manage the challenges that fertility treatment throws at them. Together with Iris Fertility clients and colleagues, I’ve put together our top tips, insights and nuggets of information.

  1. Put Yourself First Throughout the Process

Go gently, treat yourself kindly and say ‘no’ to people who are going to sap your emotional energy especially when treatment’s underway or you’re in the 2 Week Wait (2WW) – finding interest in or compassion for anyone else while you’re in the throes of fertility treatment can be challenging. Put activities on hold that you’re not interested in or can’t face. If you feel like you ‘should’ be doing something with someone then probably best to avoid! Be aware that how you feel day to day (and even within the day) is likely to change.

Don’t put off taking that first step – that might be going to your GP or going directly to a clinic for a Fertility MOT.

Don’t do too much of your own research – it can be mind boggling, confusing and cause anxiety.

Seeking the support of an individual or organisation (like Iris Fertility) who knows the process really helped us with having a sounding board away from the clinic environment. We could ask the questions we didn’t necessarily want to ask our clinic and raise concerns we weren’t able to share with friends and family. Don’t leave a niggle or a doubt unsaid.’ Loretta, Somerset

2. Trust Your Gut Feeling

Follow your instincts. Those instincts or your gut feeling might not appear to be logical but if something doesn’t feel right then it probably isn’t for you – even if you can’t pinpoint the reason.

3. Inform Yourself

Depending on your circumstances, appointments at fertility clinics can feel overwhelming. You might be presented with a lot of information and it can be difficult to take in exactly what’s being said and what that means for you – particularly if you’ve just received tests results that aren’t as you’d hoped. Also, a clinic may only give you information that’s specific to the services it offers rather than providing you with an overview of what might be available to you nationally and globally.

‘Don’t be afraid to ask questions – the doctors aren’t gods and they need to be challenged sometimes so that you know they’re doing the best for you as an individual.

Talk to people who have also been through this and don’t bottle things up especially through the 2 Week Wait.

Don’t be scared by the process. Embrace it but be careful as it can become addictive – trust your instincts when it comes to knowing whether you’re ready to say “enough is enough”.’ George, Ireland

Other sources to look into if you feel able are:

Progress Educational Trust (PET) – a UK-based charity which advances public understanding of science, law and ethics in the fields of human genetics, assisted reproduction, embryology and stem cell research: Progress Educational Trust

Human Fertilisation and Embryology Authority – the UK’s independent regulator of fertility treatment and research using human embryos. An expert organisation in the fertility sector and the first statutory body of its type in the world:

‘Question, question, question your clinic about all the costs involved and its refund policy.

Ask your clinic about risks of failed fertilisation and unsuccessful thawing of frozen eggs and embryos.

If you opt to use a clinic abroad, check whether you can use a clinic of your choice in the UK alongside that overseas clinic or are you tied to one of their associated clinics?

If you go abroad, factor in how easy it is to arrange scans, blood tests, medication, intralipids, etc. Also work out whether you will easily be able to get flights and accommodation at short notice.

Is the clinic open at weekends and able to work around you?’ Sarah, West Yorkshire

4. Remind Yourself that it’s OK to be in a Different Emotional Place from Your Partner

Depending on your circumstances, it’s possible that you and your partner may want to choose different treatment options or you may find yourselves in a different emotional place from one another. That’s OK and totally understandable. Open and honest ongoing respectful communication with each other is important – and can also be exceptionally tricky especially when emotions and hormones are running high. If you feel that counselling would be beneficial then speak with your clinic about what they can offer you and when. Otherwise, you could locate a specialist infertility counsellor through BICA

Take the time you need.

Talk to your friends. If they are real friends they will want to lend an ear.

It’s OK to recalibrate your understanding of who you are if that’s necessary.’ James, Hertfordshire

5. It’s All About You: ‘Fertility Treatment’ is an Umbrella Term

Ensure that your clinic tailors all your treatment and medication to you and your needs.

6. Who’s Who? Clinic Staff

Make a friend among the clinic staff and ask them for their work contact details. It’s beneficial to have an ally or two on the ‘inside’.

If there’s a staff member who you have strong negative feelings towards for whatever reason and you would prefer them not to be involved in your care then let your clinic know. Most clinic staff work as part of a team and will try and accommodate patient requests of this nature.

I would’ve liked to have treated myself almost as if I was recovering from an illness – very gently. So do what makes you happy or at least calm. Go to places that make your heart sing and your fear retreat. See only those people who make you feel positive and with whom you can be completely yourself.’ Caitlin Allen Acupuncture, West Yorkshire

7. Statistics and Other Numbers are Only Part of the Picture

Perhaps easier said than done but try not to get too hung up on statistics and numbers. No one can say for definite how things are going to work out for you. Ultimately you need one egg, one sperm and one womb to get along with each other. If you’re comparing clinics then make sure you’re comparing like for like statistics. The figure you’ll probably be most interested in is the live birth rate for the female age group relevant to your situation.

8. Check Out Donor Conception Network

If you’re considering using donated eggs, sperm or embryos then check out Donor Conception Network (DCN) as soon as you can but preferably before you even start any treatment or become pregnant. Donor Conception Network is a charity and supportive network of more than 2,000 mainly UK-based families with children conceived with donated sperm, eggs or embryos; those considering or undergoing donor conception procedures; and donor conceived people. Staff, volunteers and network members have a wealth of knowledge, information and expertise about all things past and present in the world of donation including the possible impact of telling or not telling donor-conceived children about their genetic heritage:

‘If you wish to find the best possible fit with a surrogate mum, then Surrogacy UK is a great association to join. With their ‘friendship first’ ethos, get togethers are organised so that friendships can be formed before Teams are created.

Speaking as a two-time surrogate mother, I felt that finding the couple to team-up with was all about friendship chemistry. Being open, honest and approachable is a good way to connect with a potential surrogate. It may feel scary at first and you may feel exposed and vulnerable, but it works both ways. Imagine a year down the line when your surrogate/friend is about to birth your baby, she will be trusting you to hold that space for her, as the baby is delivered at long last in your arms.’ Jay Kelly, Surrogate, Baby Alchemy

9. Going Abroad – Is the Grass as Green as You Think?

If you’re thinking about going abroad for treatment, investigate what the implications of doing so could be for you and any future children. Here are just a handful of things to consider:

  • If your UK clinic is encouraging you to go to a particular overseas clinic then is it affiliated in some way to that clinic? If so, how and what does that mean for you and those clinics?
  • How is the overseas clinic regulated?
  • What’s the legal situation regarding types of fertility treatment in the country (or state) of your choosing?
  • Which screening tests are performed on patients and partners?
  • How much is it going to cost you financially, physically and emotionally especially by the time you’ve factored in flights and accommodation?
  • If you’re using a donor abroad then how are they screened and selected?
  • What are the anonymity rules in relation to donors and how would this impact on any child(ren) born from treatment?
  • How many families can a donor donate to and what could this mean in terms of the number of half siblings for your potential child?

10. DIY Donor Sperm – Future Proof Yourself

If you’re using donor sperm outside of a clinic environment then before you even start preparing for pregnancy ensure that your personal safety is paramount. Also, get legal advice regarding your specific situation and make sure you have legal agreements in place in relation to your particular circumstances.

11. Remember the Adult Child

While your focus may initially be on you becoming pregnant, your goal is to have a baby. That baby will hopefully grow to become an adult so when making decisions around the types of treatment you are willing to undertake, consider how your future (adult) child at different life stages could feel about any decisions you make and the impact of your choices on them.

12. Include Your Partner

It might feel that the spotlight is on the individual physically undergoing the fertility treatment so actively include (and encourage your clinic to include) your partner if you have one.

13. Changing Times

The nature of fertility treatment changes all the time so if it’s been taking you a while to get that baby into your arms you might begin to wonder if a particular treatment had been available to you earlier then whether life would have worked out differently. Be kind to yourself and remember that on your quest to become a parent you can only make your best decision with all the information you have available to you at the time the decision needs to be made.

14. Escape!

Develop a new hobby or skill in which you can immerse yourself and that can be done at any time regardless of the stage of treatment you’re at. Current favourites to distract clients are escape rooms, singing and learning a new language.

15. Funding

If you’re eligible to receive NHS funding but you’re not sure you want to have treatment in your allocated NHS fertility clinic then you could investigate the possibility of transferring your funding for use in a private fertility clinic.
If you’re not eligible to receive NHS funding or it’s not available in your area then speak to your clinic about any payment plans it might offer. You could also look into specialist fertility funding organisations which provide IVF refund schemes and multi-cycle programmes.

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